my life..
I think I am ready for change.
I'm ready for suprises.
I want for my life to be interesting.
I want to be happy.
And till this day I had times that I thought that I am happy.
But there were times I thought that I am the unhappiest person in the world.
But know I know. I am happy.
All that happened doesn't matter.
Because I have finally understand that I really am happy.


I just smoked one ciggaret. And even thought I don't smoke, it felt good. I needed it. Not because I had breakdown. But because I understood that I am happy. Yes!

Thank you God. I think you helped me.